WHEN I AM SLIM

I am tired of making promises to myself about how I'm going to make my life better by losing weight. At the moment, I feel like I'm sinking. I can't make another promise to myself. So instead, I am going to get back into my little dream bubble and fantasise about how I want my life to be 'When I am Slim':

* I want to be able to wear any dress I want, to walk into a store and just pick it out.
* I want to be able to wear shirts without worrying about 'back fat'.
* I want to be in control of food, not have it be in control of me.
* I want to feel sexy in whatever I wear.
* I want to finally getting fitted for a bra, knowing my size will not change.
* I want to wear a bikini or a sexy pair of togs in summer.
* I want to wear slinky dresses in summer.
* I want to fit back into my wedding dress, and further more, need it to be taken in!
* I want to feel healthy and be able to run up stairs.
* I want to be able to respect myself again.
* I want to get on top of this and not feel every day, that I'm sinking more and more.